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"Hell Is Real, I know, I went there", says Jennifer Perez.
This precious testimony is of a 15 year old girl who was raised in a
Christian home. She later backslid in her walk, found herself overdosing
on drugs, dieing, and being sent to Hell. Fortunately, she was given a
second chance and mission to go back and warn the lost, backslidden, and
lukewarm with an urgent message.
Jennifer Perez Ministry - "Juvenil Vision"
God Bless you brothers and sisters, I'd like for you to open your bible and turn to Joel 2:28
"And afterward, I will pour out my Spirit on
all people. Your sons and daughters will prophesy, your old men will
dream dreams, your young men will see visions."
My name is Jennifer Perez and I'm 15 years
old. It's hard for a teenager like me to come to you and recognize my
own mistakes. But with the help of the Holy Spirit, He will help me,
and give me the strength I need. First of all I want to say that this
is for the Honor and Glory of my Lord Jesus Christ. I don't want to
say any doctrine or make up any new doctrine, I'm only going to tell
you what I saw, what I heard, and what I felt.
I'd like to tell you a little bit about my
family. My parents are Christians, and they aways taught me good
examples, and the way of the Lord. I became a Christian 3 years ago,
when I accepted the Lord with the brother Nicky Cruz.
I walked in the ways of the Lord for 2 years. But when I started High
School, I started getting rebellious and left the way of the Lord. I
was rebellious to my parents and I got into drugs. My friends that
taught me to do those things.
I thought I was a Christian, and that I would
bring my friends to be Christians. But instead, they brought me back
out into the world. I was being rebellious to my parents, and they
thought it was just something teenagers go through. But in fact, it
was what the drugs made me do. Evil spirits got into me, that was when
I was being rebellious to them. They were strict on me, they never
let me go out anywhere, not even spend a night over at a friends
house. I always had to do everything sneaky or behind their back. I
would skip school. I would hardly even go to school, just to keep my
habit. I was at the point of getting addicted, but the Lord took me
out of all that. Like I said, I was a Christian.
My testimony starts on May 2nd, 1997. I had a
friend, and we were only friends, nothing more, and he knew that. I
though I had gotten to know him, but in fact, I didn't really know who
he was. That night, he called me and asked if I could go out. My
parents weren't home. They were at a prayer meeting, like every
Friday. I told them I wanted to stay home because I felt sick. I was
also mad at them because I had plans to go out that night with a
different friend, but my parents didn't let me go. So I asked to stay
home, and they let me. When they went to the Prayer meeting, my friend
called me. He said, "Why don't you go out, everybody else is going out?" I thought to myself, "I don't want to be disobedient to my parents, but maybe if I sneak out, my parents would never know", so that's what I did.
That night when my parents got home, and they
fell asleep. I was all ready to sneak out so I called my friend and
told him to wait for me at the corner of my street. I told him not to
pass by my house, because it might wake up my parents, and ruin
everything. So I put pillows under my blanket and climbed out of my
window. I live in a two story house, and all the windows of my house
have screws in them. But since my parents trusted me, my window didn't
have any screws. So I took advantage of my parents trust. Since I
live in a two story house, I jumped off the roof and I landed on the
ground. The Lord had everything planned, because I could have broken
my leg, and that would have stopped everything the Lord had planned for
me.
I walked down the street, and my friend was
already there. But when I got in the car, I saw 3 guys and 1 other
girl. I though to myself, "I'm not going to do anything, yea, I'll get high, do drugs, drink".
But when there are 3 guys and 1 other girl, I feared they could take
advantage of me. But I got in the car, and we left. Before, when I
was talking to my friend on the phone, he said that we were just going
to go cruzing around the town. I said "OK that sounds like fun", that's why I went. I never though he was going to take me to a motel. That's were they took me.
When we got there, they dropped me off at a
laundry service room, belonging to the motel. They told us to wait
there, they said that they were going to pick up another friend. I
said ok, but I guess they left to rent a room. When they came back
and picked us up, they took us to that room. They said, "Don't
worry, put your trust in us! We aren't going to do anything, we're just
going to wait for our other friend to come, and then we'll all leave
together". So I put trust in my friends, I though they would never hurt me, but in fact I really didn't know who my friends were.
At first, we were just talking, so I said, "while we're waiting, why don't we get something to drink?"
So my friend and I left the room, and walked to this little restaurant
in front of the motel. We bought three Sprites and then walked back
to the room. They started pouring the Sprite into cups. They didn't
bring a bag or anything that looked suspisious, that would make me
think they were going to put something in my drink, or do something to
me. It all looked innocent.
I went to the restroom to fix my hair and do
girl things, and when I came out my cup was already served. I put some
gum in my mouth, strawberry, and I drank what I thought was my
Sprite. After this, I don't know what happened.
But when I could see, I felt my spirit come
out of my body. I was already at the hospital, I saw the doctors and
nurses all around me. When I was out of my body, I saw my body on the
bed. You know how you look at yourself in the mirror, you see a
reflection. But I didn't see a reflection of myself, I saw my body
there on the bed. When I turned around, there were 2 men dressed in
red, "come our way" and they grabbed me, one at each arm.
They took me to a place, and when I looked to
see where I was, it was heaven! The first thing that I saw was a great
big wall. It was white and stretched out so far that it didn't have
any end. In the middle of the wall was a door, a long door, but it was
closed.
In the Old Testament, Moses speaks of the
tabernacle and describes its features. And I remembered this, and I
saw that the wall looked like it. Right besides the door, there was a
large chair, and there was a smaller chair on the right side. And they
looked like they were made out of gold. On my right side, there was a
large black door, it was so dark around, but I knew it was a door
becaue of the knob. It was an ugly door. But on my left side there
was a paradise, there were trees, a crystal clear water fall, grass.
It was such a peaceful place, but there was nobody there.
I looked and I saw the Father in front of me, I
couldn't see His face, because His glory, it was so big, so bright, it
shined and lit up all heaven. His glory made everything bright.
There was no sun, no moon, no stars, He was the light. I did see His
body, and his body was with the Son, they were one inside each other,
they were together, you could see the separation of them, but they were
one inside the other, they were together.
Right beside them were 2 angels, Gabriel and
Michael. The reason I knew their name was because it was written on
their foreheads in Gold.
When I was in front of the Father, I felt
dirty! I fell to my knees and cried. I was very ashamed of myself.
Even if I could see their faces, I didn't want to, because I was
ashamed of myself. As I was there in front of the Lord, He showed me a
movie of my life, from the beginning until now. He told me that the
most important part was the things that I did after I was saved. I
told my friends I was a Christian, but in fact I didn't show my
fruits. And He told me that I was destined to go to Hell.
The angel Gabriel came and grabbed me by my
arm. He took me to that ugly black door that I didn't even want to
look at. I tried to stop myself, but I was in spirit, and we went
through the door. When I was on the other side of the door, it was
dark all around, I couldn't even see myself. Then we started to fall
really fast, like a roller coaster. As I was falling it was getting
hotter and hotter. I closed my eyes, I didn't want to see where we
were.
When we stopped, I opened my eyes, and I was
standing on a great road. I didn't know where it lead to. But the
first thing that I felt there was thirst. I was really thirsty! I
kept telling the angel "I'm thirsty, I'm thirsty" But it was
like he didn't even hear me. I started to cry, and when the tears ran
down my cheeks, they completely evaporated. There was the smell of
sulfur, like burning tires. I tried to cover my nose, but that made it
even worse. All my 5 senses were very sensitive. When I tried to
cover myself, I could smell the sulfar even more. Also, all those
little hairs on my arms, they just disappeared. I felt all the heat,
it was very hot.
When I started looking around, I saw people
being tormented by demons. There was a lady there suffering, a demon
was torturing her. This demon would cut off her head and with his long
spear he would stab her everywhere. He didn't care. In her eyes, in
here body, in her feet, in here hands, he didn't care. Then he would
put her head back on her body and would stab her and stab her. She
would cry with screams of agony.
Then I saw another demon, this demon was
torturing a young man about the age of 21-23. This man had a chain
around his neck, and was standing in front of a pit of fire. This demon
would stab him everywhere with a long spear, in his eyes, everywhere.
Then the demon would grab him by his hair and with the chains he would
throw this man into this pit of fire, then take him back out and would
stab him and stab him. This would go on continually, and every time
he would go inside that pit, I couldn't hear his screams, but when the
demon would take him out, he would scream with agony. I tried to cover
my ears because the sound was so horrible, but I could still hear. My
hearing was more sensitive.
I looked at another demon, and this demon was
ugly, the other 2 were ugly to, but this one was the ugliest. He had
characteristics of many different animals, I can't even explain it with
words. He would go around and scare people, and the people would be
really scared.
And then I saw another demon, but this demon
was a beautiful demon, he looked like an angel of God, but he wasn't.
The difference between the angels of God and the demons, was that the
demon did not have their name written on their forehead with Gold, but
the angels of God did.
After that, I looked back at the angel
Gabriel, and he was looking up. I though he didn't want to see the
others being tortured. I thought to myself, "why is he still here? Aren't I suppose to be there waiting for my turn to be tortured?" I was also thirsty. And I cried out to the angel, "I'm thirsty I'm thirsty!", I think he heard me because he looked down on me, and he said, "the Lord is going to give you one more chance."
Immediately when he said that, all my thirst,
all my agony, all my hurting, it just went away. I felt peaceful. And
then he grabbed me by my hand and we were about to rise, but suddenly I
heard my name being called, "Jennifer, Help me, Help me!" I
looked down. I wanted to see who it was, but when I did the flames
blocked their face. It sounded like a girl's voice. I could only see
her hands stretched out, wanted me to help her. I had such a desire,
such a want to help her. When I tried, I couldn't, because my hand
went right through hers. I wanted to help her so much, but you see,
she didn't have any hope. I couldn't help her.
And then I looked around and I saw my friends,
people that I knew, and other people. They looked familiar but I
didn't know who they were. I didn't know their lives, but when I saw
friends from my school there, it hurt me!. I though to myself, "maybe
the bad testimony that I was giving them, of saying that I was a
Christian but turning back, made them not want to know about God, and
turn away from Him. Maybe it was me that brought them their". That's
what I thought. I saw that in Hell there is no time, there is no
past, present, future, everything is the same, they are destined to go
their. But like I said in the beginning, I don't want to make up any
doctrine, but that is what I saw their. The people that I saw there
are still alive today.
Then the angel took me back into the presence
of God. When I was standing before Him I was on my knees crying and
crying. I still didn't want to look upon His face, because I was
ashamed of myself. But the Lord, with such sweetness in His voice
said, "I love you" Just like He loves you
who are listening to me. But He told it directly to me. He said He
forgave me for everything that I have done when I offended Him. He
forgave me.
God looked at me and He showed me many
things. He showed me the world, the earth. Around the earth I saw
something soft, like the ozone layer, it was around the world, it
looked very soft, and I had such a desire to touch it. When I touched
it, I realized it was the Holy spirit, because it baptized me, and I
began to speak in other tongues.
During that time, I looked up and many evil
spirits came out of me. When I would get high and do drugs, that would
mess with my mind and would open doors, and these evil spirits would
come into me. They would torture me. The way that I would act was not
really me, it was the evil spirits inside of me. In the Word of God
it says that when your house is cleaned, evil spirits would try to come
back by bringing 7 other evil spirits. My house was cleaned when I
got saved. And I saw these evil spirits when I was being babtised,
they have 7, and those have other 7, and those had other 7, and I
couldn't even count them all! But the Lord cleaned me of all those
evil spirits.
He also showed me the future. He showed me
the Earth and how things were going to happen, events that were going
to happen. The vision I was given was from now until rapture. He
didn't show me the rapture, but He showed me the things that were going
to happen before that. Each day we are getting closer and closer, and
I'm telling you that the rapture is near! You need to examine
yourself, your life, and ask yourself, "am I ready to go with the Lord?"
The Lord showed me this, but He told me not to tell anybody, but to
wait and see that the end is near, I don't want to temp God, that is
why I won't tell you what I saw. But I am telling you and warning you
that the rapture is near.
I read in Joel 2:28,
it is one of the last prophecies, all of them have been fulfilled.
This prophecy is the only one that hasn't been fulfilled, and I tell
you now that is it being fulfilled. Many young people are rising up
and preaching the Word of God. The devil wants to make an army of
young people, but the Lord is more powerful. And if you really accept
the Lord and want to serve Him, He will give you the strength to
overcome the devil, so you can preach the word all around the world,
just like He commanded in the Bible.
He told me that I had a mission, and this
mission was to tell all the young people about my vision. Even if I
don't want to do this, its a commandment that the Lord gave me me, and I
will complete it.
When I went back to my body, I woke up and
found myself in the Hospital. I looked around and saw needles in my
arms, things checking my heart, tubes. Soon my parents walked in and I
started crying. They looked very mad, but the Lord told me to tell
them everything, and that's what I did. I told them everything.
When the nurse walked in, she told us they
were very very worried about me. She said I would leave and then come
back, then leave and come back. I'd be unconsciouses then conscious
again. This happened three times. They said that one of those times, I
didn't want to come back, and they were worried about me. They also
said that foam would come out of my mouth, and I would blabber words
that they didn't even understand.
Also that night, my mom was having bad
dreams. The little dog that I sleep with went into my parents room and
scratched my moms arm and tried to wake her up. When she woke up, she
walked to my room and saw the pillows fixed there. She thought that I
was there so she walked back to her room. Then she saw police lights
outside the window. When she looked out the window, she saw policemen
walking to our house so she woke up my Father. The police told them
to call the police department to find out about me. My parents found
out that I was over intoxicated in the Hospital. At that moment, the
Lord spoke to my father and told him not to worry, because everything
was in HIS hands, so my father didn't worry. I spent three days in the
hospital.
A week later we talked to the detectives, and
they told us about that night. They said that the other girl I was
with, she was not suppose to go out either, and her father got all
worried. He went looking for her, driving around, but couldn't find
her. So he went to the police department, and the police announced the
kind of car that my friend was driving to all the patrol cars. A
certain off duty officer, was across the street at a car dealership.
He was looking to buy a used car. He glanced over and saw the car of
my friend, so he called the police.
When the police went to investigate, my
friend's car was parked in another spot, so they didn't know where she
was. We were on the 2nd floor in the corner room. The police wanted
to start from that room, and walk down to check each room, asking for
the owner of the car outside. They weren't looking for the girl, they
were just looking for the owner.
When they knocked on our door, they opened the
door and saw me on the floor. But then they left. My so called
friends thought that the police left for good, but in fact they left to
get an ambulance. Soon other police came up there to see what was
happening. When they opened the door, at that moment, my friend, the
one I was talking to, the one I trusted, he was at the point of raping
me. But the Lord used the police to stop all that, and they didn't do
anything to me. That is why I thank the Lord, because He had mercy on
me.
And also the prayers of my parents, I'm
talking to you parents. Don't ever stop praying for your child. If
they aren't walking with the Lord, keep on praying for them, never give
up. My parents never game up, and look where I am now, preaching the
Word of God; telling young people to come serve God, because they need
Him.
And I want to give a message to all the young
people, I want you to think of yourself, examine yourself. Think, why
should I care what anyone says about me. I used to think what other
people might say about me, but now I understand that they don't even
care about me. They are not going to be there when the Lord is right
in front of me. I remember when I was in front of the Lord, my friend
weren't there to help me, my family wasn't there to help me, my pastor,
the church wasn't there to help me. I was there by myself, and I had
to defend myself. In front of Him you can't lie, because He is so
holy. And when I was there I didn't feel like I belong there, because I
was in sin and in Heaven it is holy.
I told you today that if you haven't accepted
the Lord Jesus, to accept Him today. This is the most important
decision in your whole life. I'm not telling you all this to scare you
into Heaven, but so you can see the mercy, the love that He has for
us. He the Father, sent His Son to die for us. So each little drop of
blood that was shed would forgive all of our sins. If you want to
accept the Lord, it is the most important decision in your life. Come
to the Lord, don't care what anybody else says about you.
If you want to server the Lord, then do it
with all your heart, don't just say it with your mouth, say it with
your heart and mind. Don't worry about the future, worry about today,
you never know when you are going to die. I'm only 15 years old and in
my mind I never thought that I was going to die at 15, never.
But you need to think about that. My life
isn't mine, your life isn't yours, we are borrowing our lives, our
lives belong to God. We take advantage of this by not caring, by going
into the world, by doing the things of the world. The world has many
things to offer, but remember God has even more things to offer. The
world has hell and death, but God has eternal life. Eternal life is
forever.
Right now if you want to accept the lord, I want you to bow your head and close your eyes, "Lord
God, in the name of Jesus I come to you, O my Lord God at this moment I
want to accept you as my Saviour, I want you to come to my life. Like
the sister said about her testimony that Hell is real, she was there.
Lord God, I don't want to go there, I don't even want to think of
going there. Lord God I ask you to forgive me for all the sins I have
committed. Forgive me for everything that I have done. Every little
secret sin, my Lord God, I reveal them to you, so please forgive me for
all that. Lord God I believe that You died on the cross and that Your
rose from the dead. I believe that You will come into my heard and
that You will reign in my heart, and be in my heart. I will read Your
word, and I will be more in the Word. I'll go to Church, my Lord God
because I know that You are there at Church. You said that when two or
three are gather together, You are there. My Lord God I want to be
where You are. I pray all this in Jesus name, Amen"
If you prayed this prayer, I want to welcome you
into the Kingdom of Heaven. Now you have brothers and sisters all
around the world. This is the most important decision that you will
ever make so don't take advantage of it. Don't go back into the
world. The world leads to death, but God leads to eternal life. At
each moment you need to live like it is the last day, and the last time
of your life. If this testimony has touched your heart, give it to a
friend, so that they might also accept God into their heart. Don't let
this time just pass by, because this could be your last time.
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